My doctor gave me the title of a book to read : The Stop Walking on Eggshells Workbook; Practical Strategies for Living with Someone Who Has Borderline Personality Disorder, and I have been browsing exerpts online.  I am buying the book tonight on my drive home - it is so incredible.

It is almost unbelievable to me that I am reading about other people's lives with a spouse with borderline personality disorder and see that it perfectly mirrors my life with my ex, how I have suffered for over 20 years living with someone so ill and destructive, only proves to me the strength I have!  And I survived.

I feel like I can survive pretty much anything life throws at me.  I am ready.  :)

The Right Track

I am on the right track for 2012!


I am learning to spot people that are not right for me and appropriately getting them out of my life, or at least keep them in check. I am able to see people who are users and not let them use me. I am not trying to save everyone else at the cost of hurting myself.  Well it's about time!

I am happy, well organized and totally satisfied with where I am and who I am. Woohoo!!
 
All I needed was someone totally awesome to point out how far I have come - I had not seen it that way :)